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life is fucked up in general /[fact]/.

It takes balls, will, blood&tears, pain and a whole lot of disappointments to get to a place, where one can say that life is
good. Since life is not an equation or a cocktail recepie, there is always one unknown or unspecified ingredient that is
required for shit to start looking sooo fucking good…. So good, that u actually start feeling HAPPY‐er that most Mondays.

Finding that unspecified ingredient does not happen by intent. As always, some fucked up shit happens in the moment u
least expect it to happen. The thing that can make life worth enjoying can be found in duration of a lifetime. Most people
fuck up when they do not recognize that “thing” and just walk by or get bored with it [or they just fuck it up]. Others are
just plain unlucky and they never bump into it.

Its bad to be either one of those types of people.

The first type know about a state of mind and feeling that makes time go by faster and gives meaning to lots of crappy
stuff. Mondays are easier to survive too.

The second type don’t know shit. They just survive Mondays without knowing that things can get better only if…. They
just turn on the car radio and listen to some gibberish about a different state of mind… a state of mind called love,
happiness and so forth. The ignorant people that are this unfortunate do not have the void in their hearts that has been
created with the first type of people…. At least they go about ignorant and gay... they contribute to the rush hour at the
street or sit at your favorite table in the place u go to get away from the god‐awful Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays....

Which one am I? is it just a trip? Who is flying the plane?

Does it make a fucking difference…?

Not getting a firm grip on the things u need in life. Not recognizing the people u need. Not having the courage to make a
move to change your life. Not having the courage to change someone else’s life. Not having the balls to say no to the
mediocrities that u need to be a part of day in and day out. Not being sober at work, at school, at dinner with family...
Not being high when very necessary. Not knowing how to deal with anger and hate. Not knowing how to work it out. Not
knowing how to start dealing with shit.

As said... life is fucked up...